Yo-Yo Lifestyles

Lately I've  been feeling like a Yo-Yo, constant ups and downs.  Some days I'm happy and confident, and others I am miserable and picking at myself for every little thing. Today is one of the latter days, I feel that I'm too fat, I'm ugly and that no one likes me because I'm too up front and honest.  It seems everyone is going on with their lives and leaving me behind. Like in those videos where people are blurring past, but there is one person in the center just standing there. That's me, the girl standing in the middle looking scared and confused. I know that the only thing I can do is pick myself up and not let it get to me. I just need to create my own blur. I can start eating right again, and exercising. I can go to the doctor to get back on my medicine to get rid of my acne, and shut my over analytical mind up. Its true that I'm my worst enemy, its time I nip this in the bud, before it gets worse.