It starts and ends with me

Friday was the first full day in a long time that I really felt like me. I fixed my hair, got all dolled up in my best Social Distortion shirt and jeans and went and made art with my friend Robyn. Then we went out and enjoyed the local gallery crawl. I knew the whole time that this is how I am supposed to be enjoying my time in art school, not the drone like state that I've been in. I realized today that I need to make this happen everyday. I'm wandering around aimlessly, miserible just settling. I'm letting what happened to me control me. Friday I took control and felt the best I've felt all year. I was listening to The 11th hour by Rancid today and heard that lyric and knew that I needed to take back my life. Sounds corny, I don't care. So now begins the process of taking back my life. Now is the perfect time as I have nothing left to lose.