Confusing...

This whole year has been very confusing and I now know what Davey meant when he wrote: "Such Revelations, while understood by no one".   I realize that this blog tends to  be focused more on the relationship part of my revelations, but I'm going to move the emphasis off that part. I feel like I'm going through a lot of changes and that I'm reacting to them in different ways and each time I react I learn something else. Its putting a lot of stress on me, and you can tell that I've seen better days, but I have the distinct feeling that if I can make it through this rough ride, that soon things will be so much better than they ever have been. I started this blog because I was worried about bothering my friends, but I still wanted to get my thoughts out. I've had about 19 views, which isn't much, but its nice to know some one is listening (even if it is just to poke fun at me).  Hopefully, the next blog will be more exciting and less, "here's hoping my life isn't really turning to shit".   Oh, and if there is someone in particular reading this, please feel free to send a quick hello.